soldier

I was once a soldier, perhaps an Amazon. I battled feirce and strong. Like every soldier I ate and slept every chance I got. I’m no longer a soldier. but I still behave like one. eating, and sleeping whenever I get the chance. which is more and more everyday.  now that’s all I’m doing. I can’t do much anymore. certainly not battle. not even very minor ones. i’m a lost soldier, who after not having a battle for along time is unprepared and uncapable of going back. lost in her lost world. the only comforts are eating and sleeping which are done too much or seem too little.  atleast in my dreams I’m still a fighter.

~ by wakingupsaturday on July 15, 2009.